Monday, December 8, 2008

So I've been slacking...

but there's been so much going on, 99% good, since my fateful day almost one month ago..

Actually I should just say 100% good since I can't think of even one event that would constitute 1% bad... hmmm yeah, still can't think of anything..

Back to the routine: Things I've learned--
  • Church is somewhere that I should have gone to years ago. However, I don't think I'd have gotten the full appreciation that I've gotten now. I'll go further down on that in a moment.
  • Really, I've learned that waiting for 3 years for just that right situation was the smartest thing I've ever done. I know it wasn't the easiest, but it was by far the smartest.
That's about it right now, because I'm poorly multitasking and have so many thoughts running through my head...

Church.. I know I've hit on it before, but I've really came to realize that I enjoy going. I feel it's pushed me in ways that I've needed to work on for a long time. Like swearing. I still slip fuck or asshole out there. But I've been easing up on the other stuff that doesn't need to be said.

I started to realize all this yesterday. PB & I went to church like every other week before it and instead of the regular service, there was a play. Then some words at the end. While watching the children's choir singing songs, I just felt .... touched. Like seeing them smiling and being happy and singing songs, looking for their parents and everything, it was .. just different. Holding hands with her, just watching intently, I can't say that I have ever, ever, had the feelings that I had at that moment. There's something special that words can't even explain & really, I'm not going to try and explain them. Explaining it would not do it justice.

We won at soccer again, thus making us 3-0 with PB guarding the net. Not a bad thing at all. I love watching her play though, she's got mad skills and well, I could only wish to do 1/2 as good.

We hit the driving range after there. Where I remembered why golfing takes practice. It'd only been 8 1/2 years since the last time I'd touched a golf club. Sadly it showed. But a little practice and I think I can get back to my old skills. It's like riding a bike... right?

Continuing down the sports theme, I got the confirmation email for the Beer Stains today. So it's now official, we are a team. Should be fun! I'm excited, especially with the people we have lined up to play. We got some good skills & fun attitudes.

Well, that's about it for now. The little info I put here has taken me most of the day because I get side tracked lately. Helping someone find their dream car, doing work on my year end project and what not, I can't seem to focus on writing. Plus my thoughts are all over the place and seem to be hard to straighten out for writing down.

Life is good though, that's what matters most!


~E said...

Going to church is helping you stop cussing?


Cuz Ive been going at least every sunday since I was born (read 26 years total) and I still cuss like a sailor on leave.

..:: C ::.. said...

Well, I have bad habits of saying God dang it a LOT. Only well, not dang. So someone keeps busting me on it and I' working on fixing it. With it, I've been just working on not cussing as much. I don't think I'll ever completely stop. :)